Ewww Literature homework sucks. The teacher is so kental too.
HAHAHA!
And I almost fell asleep =/.

Today's weather is good for sleeping. WOOHOOOHOHOHOHHOHOHOHH. Okay random mood now. Someone teach me how to put in smilies in cbox then I very happy can. =D


I keep getting headaches. It's so annoying cause it won't let me do my freakin homework.

Grr and my grandmother from my father's side got me pissed off so I squeezed the egg that I got until it broke =/.

And I hate religious class because I always go there and just keep quiet like a dork. No one wants to mix with me because I'm a dork. Oh god, this is so annoying. And my headache WONT GO AWAY!

Someone please kill me.


Life sucks.

Like really bad. Oh god I think I'm going to cry any moment. Yeah cry. Again. I have no idea why, just feel like it.

Hey, people have their bad days too okay.

I am seriously going to miss Desmond. And that's cause he's the one that sorta pampered me during practices. And like Mrs Kelvin or whatever the fag's name is, is really sensitive. PSSFTTTTTT.

I hate Mrs Kelvin more than ever now.

And Eugene Foo left me alone again to watch a movie. And I was like RAH! YOU ALR LEFT ME ALONE ON WEDNESDAY.

Cause truth is I hate to go home alone >=/.

Dont tease me cause it's serious and I'm fucking crying at this moment and like there's nothing you can do to stop me.

Oh, I know I'm a crybaby.

So what? I don't care.

Fuck life I want to die.

P.S.

Azryl your hamster is so adorable can?

xP sorry for thinking it was your friend's


Mr very lame Eugene left me to go home alone today after band. RAH! Btw I think my seniors hate me because I'm so noisy. LAME! >=/.

But hey, I'd rather be hated for who I am than be liked for who I am not. So if you hate me then -sticks tongue out- =D!

Eh eh Sasriezal is crappier than Tirmidzi also. x_x....

Alamak crap shit dnt homework not done. I'm thinking of finishing it today as tomorrow there's the PSL games thingy and I'm going to be helluva tired when I get back so =/...

Something will turn out right

Oh YES! Not to forget I sorta littered off Ashikin's bottle and then I got ordered to do Fatin and Syamsiyah's CWO.

I ain't listenin to you two HEEHEE -whistles-.

Not to mention, ever since I've cut my hair people seem to notice me more.

ANYWAY IM HUNGRY AND AND mentally tired. So

BYEBYE!



Today was like another normal day. You know what? I love to hang out with Amirah Rahman because she totally reminds me of my sister. Even though my sister is like mean to me, she's still my sister and stuff and I miss her =/.

And one thing, life's screwed and sick because it isn't fair at all. My good friends should know why. Haaah. By the way there's one girl I know who's very rude and can be selfish at times. Hey, I can be referring to anyone eh. So people don't terase. xD.

I swear I'm not being mean, just being truthful.

Oh yes, this stupid mosquito has been biting me. Since like forever. I AM GOING TO KILL YOU AND I SWEAR OKAY!

Oh yes, I've decided to be a Cinderella girl or something. HEEHEE.

Like a princess.

Yeahhh.

Wish me luck people =D

BYE.


OKAY HELLO HELLO. Today I had a new haircut to school and it sucked because it made me look like an innocent widdle school kid who can't get over her primary school life.

Fadhilah stabs wickedly Amirawr, Darilyn, Azryl, Kieran, Hazirah Adilah =D
Bold the ones that apply to you, then stab 5 people to do it.

I miss somebody right now.
I dont watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bone.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really,really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller ID.
I like the way i look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends. (They own :D)
I am currently single. (I do not care.)
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I have rejected someone before
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I am not allergic to anything
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages. (DUH!)
I love kisses. (I prefer hugs &I've never kissed before HAH)
I fall for the worst people. (Well. Sometimes.)
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I am an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like someone of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.


Alright gotta go.

BYE!



Hah, today was totally memorable dude. I like totally cried today. Yeah, me, Fadhilah, cried. Why? Because of some person's unthankfullness attitude towards me. You know she keeps taking people for granted. I even gave in to her today to sit up front at where I'm supposed to sit. Was she thankful? No.

Then during Maths I wanted to sit at where I'm supposed to be seated but what was my partner's reaction? She gave me a cold shoulder. I almost cried during maths but instead I cried during recess.

And like I was so disappointed because no matter how nice I am to people, there's always something bad in store for me as a return.

But it's okay.

It's fated what to do right? =/

Anyway forget about all that sad crap. Today the coach for SFL poured powder on me as a forfeit. She poured so much maaaan. Then when I took out my rubber band to shake the powder off, the guys in class teased me. The fuck? Come on lah you people are turning 13 act MATURE lah! But I was really sporting so I didn't scold the instructor.

Hey it's part of having fun while learning right? :D

Btw if you guys want to accept that Siti NurAfiqah bitch back into our clan, no way am I going to agree. (:.

She gossips about me.

Oh how I hate her.


Hah I was in such a good mood today. I talked to my band seniors even. x_x. Tirmidzi is so damn merepek it makes me laugh. Desmond is so crappy that it makes me laugh and so is Syamsiyah. HAHAHAHA. And my clarinet sounded like a kazoo when I first blew it today =/.

Btw Clara Goh and Siti NurAfiqah are assholic muthafucking bitches that just can't get a life. Let me tell you what telah happen today.

Clara is a bitch because...
Just now right during Music lesson, she was carrying those fucking music files and I asked her to put them on the floor NICELY so we can all find without having her getting tired. Then she just THREW them on the floor infront of my FACE. Like what the fuck? I said to her NICELY okay! The hell is wrong with her seh, so damn fucking racist. Hello? You're turning 13 so stop being so fucking childish and like have you heard of Racial Harmony?. I didn't even WANTED to pick a fight with you BITCH!.

Siti NurAfiqah is a bitch because...
That fucking bitch... Hello? Me and the malay girls and even the WHOLE CLASS hates you. Seok Woon wanted a change of place because of YOU. She couldn't stand you bitch! Also, just now in Mac's you were in the stupid toilet with some of your friends. I opened the door and I didn't know anyone was behind it and I accidentally whacked the person with the door. I apologised. But did you know what the girl said? " Sorry, sorry " -mocks voice-. I was like THE FUCK dude?! I apologised sincerely! Then, when I was innocently washing my hands, SYAZANA that INNOCENT GIRL ( well that's what I thought ) mocked me also. WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING TO THE WORLD.

One sentence to say to you bitches man.

Get a life,stop bothering other innocent people, act maturely.

Band made my day seriously.

Hahahaha....


Regarding the previous post, I think I have split personaility.


Firstly, my blog is for me to rant in and to complain to I mean like hello? It's the only thing that will 'LISTEN' to me. I'm not angry. I'm just in need for someone to complain to. Okay?

One more thing. Do not post personal questions on the lame ol tagboard because its public.

Besides, I was left out again today. I'm going to let it all out. And you guys dare not complain about my blog because IT IS MY BLOG GODDAMMIT.

I'm always left out when hanging out with my friends. They laugh laugh about some stupid things and expect me to laugh all the time too. Then they say I have no sense of humour if I don't laugh.

One thing, I laugh if I feel like it and I am the i-cant-laugh-all-the-time kinda person. Life isn't all about jokes. Sometimes when you all talk talk talk I will be quiet because I'm thinking.

I also have nothing to say to you all.

...

Also, Janiah. Why the hell do you always ignore me when I talk to you? Seriously, during PSL meeting yesterday the 1e2 girls didn't exactly ignore me before she came.

I guess I'm always left out.

Well you guys may certainly hate me for writing this post. But it's what I feel. I don't even have a true best friend!

It sucks being a girl.

Sure I hardly smile I know that. I don't want to be in the centre of attention at times. I don't even like to be in the centre of attention.

I swear you guys will totally hate me for writing this man.

But you know what? No matter what I'm still optimistic. I always know that something will turn out right even though it doesn't happen now. You can see me smiling like a fucking crazy cow in school but you don't know how I really feel inside.

One thing I beg is a real best friend.

That's all.

Consider this blog as hibernating for a few days or something. I've got no mood already.


Hello I made new friends today and Im very happy. HAHAHAHA. Pei Ning is a nice girl actually. Very fun =D.

Oh, Zahid and Dzul noticed that im quiet. Cause no one's noticed that before :S.

I got wet today and Im very the tired cause of PSL meeting. LOL. It wasnt even a meeting! More like a games thing. Lame but F-U-N. xD. Oh ya, one thing. I think Janiah hates me. Cause when I talk to her she acts like I didn't say anything. Awh... Then she and the other 1e2 girls group together leave me and the 1e5-ers out. Alah whatever lah.

As Shah says, shit happens lah. And I'm totally sure that that that things will be better soon :D


PE was retarded.

English was weird.

MT was merepek.

Band was tiring and Tirmidzi is funny okay bye. ;D


HELLO. I'm a PSL now. :D!

Well, PSLs and prefects are equal. Right? =/

Cause if they are....

IM GOING TO THRASH CLARA GOH SOMETHING SOMETHING!

Cause she scolded me for no reason when I told her about yesterday. That BITCH!


HELLO. CLARA. is a totally act big fuck prefect that thinks she can do anything she wants in the class. She is going DOWN tomorrow. Thank you very much (:.


Hello I am fucking pissed off by fucking other-juniors-in-band. They've teased me like fuck dude!
But nevermind. I ain't givin a fuck to you guys anymore!

Btw.

I WANT TO BE A PSL =(


Today, Darilyn, Amirah, Clarissa and Sheryl and me went out.
We went to Bugis junction :D.
But before that we went to Cineleisure.

Supposedly promoting Just my Luck....

Group pic (with Amirah on the cam)

The old school arcade in Seiyu which i spent $5 on -.-.

LOL. Darilyn saboed!

See the cute girly boots? The background in pink some more. And Clarissa was standing right there. LOL. Perfect timing.

Er Sheryl, Amirah and Clarissa from the back.

:D okay thats practically the end of today now bye!


This will be an utterly long post because it combines loads and loads of posts together which is today's post and the Bangkok post. Yes, I finally found the camera wire thingy. HAHA.

First up the Bangkok post. Plenty of pictures!

1st day :

Was at the Changi Airport waiting for the airplane and I took a pic of a travellator. It looks awesomeee.


And then the airplane arrived and then we got to Bangkok and then we went to Dreamworld!


Well I took pics in the love garden mostly. Heh.

Woo and some more pics from the Love Garden.


And then I got chained up >=/

Urgh! LOL.
Then theres the nice sunflowery stuff.

And a huge giant drowning in sand and a castle and mooore.


Coconut sexy mama...


and isnt this sweet haha.

And then day 2 :

Coral island!


Er the wind was blowing my hair all over.

So we spent the morning in Coral island and then we went to eat lunch.
I didn't take pictures of the food because I was lazy.
But guess what they have for dessert? :D

Chendol! But the chendol right the green stuff was like. Green Slugs.
Slither Slither!
Then after lunch we went to Nong Nooch Tiger Zoo.


They had this garden and a crocodile show too! Check it out!



Cultural show...


Scorpion Queen! (She looks like a ghost in this picture)


3rd day :

The whole day, was at the Burmese border thingy...
That was the day I felt totally totally sick.

The bridge....
And the train.. (thats my mum btw)

And waiting in line for the train.


4th day :
I was sorta sick that day too and we all went shopping. Free and easy.

5th day :
GOING HOME TIME AND I WAS VERY HAPPY. HAHAHA.
Went to the Chaopuchap river. I duno the spelling. LOL.

Went sightseeing...



And these are the King of Thailand's boats!

And one of the Floating Market's Boats.


Then my camera battery died and it was like just in time.
So that's the end of my Bangkok trip. Toodles!


Just because I'm nerdy
And my friends are thirty
Doesnt mean that I swing that way.


This is the first time you see me updating on a Saturday so rejoice now please. :D.

I'm too happy so I keep smiling. LOL. I slipped and fell at the MRT stairs today and shouted FUCK out loud and everyone stared at me. Woo whee waa! -_-.

I was on the phone. EEK! Eugene's such a sweet boy lah. He was late for piano just cause of me =') LOL.

Oh no! Tuition homework is choking me =(. And so is school homework. Ew. Gross. I just spotted a mozzie. I'm gonna kill it. So bye! And to nic.

HAVE FUN IN KL THE TSCG WILL MISS YOU! =D

Toodles now and you guessed it.

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