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Friday, July 14, 2006,7/14/2006 03:34:00 PM

Er yikes

Firstly, my blog is for me to rant in and to complain to I mean like hello? It's the only thing that will 'LISTEN' to me. I'm not angry. I'm just in need for someone to complain to. Okay?

One more thing. Do not post personal questions on the lame ol tagboard because its public.

Besides, I was left out again today. I'm going to let it all out. And you guys dare not complain about my blog because IT IS MY BLOG GODDAMMIT.

I'm always left out when hanging out with my friends. They laugh laugh about some stupid things and expect me to laugh all the time too. Then they say I have no sense of humour if I don't laugh.

One thing, I laugh if I feel like it and I am the i-cant-laugh-all-the-time kinda person. Life isn't all about jokes. Sometimes when you all talk talk talk I will be quiet because I'm thinking.

I also have nothing to say to you all.

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Also, Janiah. Why the hell do you always ignore me when I talk to you? Seriously, during PSL meeting yesterday the 1e2 girls didn't exactly ignore me before she came.

I guess I'm always left out.

Well you guys may certainly hate me for writing this post. But it's what I feel. I don't even have a true best friend!

It sucks being a girl.

Sure I hardly smile I know that. I don't want to be in the centre of attention at times. I don't even like to be in the centre of attention.

I swear you guys will totally hate me for writing this man.

But you know what? No matter what I'm still optimistic. I always know that something will turn out right even though it doesn't happen now. You can see me smiling like a fucking crazy cow in school but you don't know how I really feel inside.

One thing I beg is a real best friend.

That's all.

Consider this blog as hibernating for a few days or something. I've got no mood already.