FADFAD'S bloggeh ^^

2008-05-26T13:04:00.007+08:00

Alright I'm back! LOL. Um, alot of stuffs have been happening recently. Like rollercoaster of events or smth. haaaahs. Okay firstly on Friday, had breakfast with teachers, a.k.a the last day with Ms Sim. The day before, she told us the news of her leaving and stuff and I think it sorta struck us all quite badly. The last Math lesson and stuff. Okay yeah so on Friday, we sorta made a surprise kinda thang for Ms Sim. First, Kaiyi pretended that we were gonna play a game that required her to blindfold herself. Then after that, some of us read out the notes that all of us wrote to Ms Sim. She cried while hearing. haha. Then Michelle and the rest lit up the candles on the cake that we all pitched in to buy and presented it to Ms Sim. The cake tasted great btw hahahaa. Then after the whole thang was done and over with, Ms Sim told us that she knew abt the cake. And she told us that David ( the guy who was supposed to help us hold the cake in secret ) told her that the cake was for her. -_____-''' spoiler laaa!!! LOL. But its okay it turned out fine anyway LOL. Ill post the pictas of that day later. Rly memorable. Will never forget you Ms Sim seriously.

Right, so thats enuff sadness. =/. Okay, on Saturday had to go for the parent-teacher dialogue thang. Nth much. Tiring ah since had to help the people in charge of 3e5 take care of their class also. They kept running away... Jiamin and I are so nice pls. LOL. We're actually incharge of 3e3 only. Then Mr Wong, form teacher of 3e3, told us we worked the hardest cos we're at the corner. LOL. funny. Then he actually wanted to buy for us drinks but we were like its okay... LOL.

And yesterday, which was a Sunday, went out with Amirah. She rebonded her hair hahaha. Looks natural. LOL. We went like all over? Yeah. And the oreo donut at J.Co is nice. I recommend it to u pplz. Kay so we went to raffles city first, to get the donuts then explored there. Then went to Plaza Sing, since Amirah wanted to check out the Dorothy Perkins sale or smth. Yeah. Then after that walked to Fort Canning to take pictas. Fort Canning was kinda spooky. I think the thangs there dont want us to take pics or recordings there. Haaahhaha. Right. But the pics turned out fine anyway. Then after that we walked to erm esplanade. Went to the library to rest. LOL. Then went to Marina Square to grab a bite and then headed home. Yeah, so that was practically the whole of my weekends and

I am rly gonna miss Ms Sim!

Okay pictures.

Last day with Ms Sim

made these bunny buns for breakfast with teachers and on wednesday ( wanted to save money )

KaiYi persuading Ms Sim to blindfold. blur i knw. sorry bout that. LOL..

A blindfolded Ms Sim LOL. with KaiYi reading the notes out to her.

haha, the cake.

Ms Sim giving a so called speech. And us ( Syafiqah, Ashikin and me ) with her. :D

the whole class. :D.

Fort Canning

right okay thats all so toodles. :D

2008-05-21T21:33:00.003+08:00

To-do list for june holidays.

( if you even actually call it a holiday geez. )

- shop
- sports ( as much as i can woooo )
- revise. gotta study as much as i can :)
- and other stuff yeah hahahaha

people come and go. its sad to see them leave but i guess thats just how life is eh? guess we all just gotta move on and make her proud so that all her efforts in trying to make us improve our maths ( LOL ) will not all be gone to waste. will miss her badly. yeah.

2008-05-03T22:52:00.005+08:00

*mumbles a chant
wa lah! my blog is revived. fu fu fu.
alright. this might seem tooooooootally late. rly rly late to be exact. but here's the speech day post! :3
LOL.

okay so speech day was really fun for me. i think its the highlight of the year so far or smth. hahaha. lets seeeee. so we all had to reach there by 1.30 to prepare the chairs and instruments and etc etc. for the performance. us, teh band had to do busking and welcoming the guest of honour with the fanfare. kay so i think the whole performance thing went well. but the audience didnt rly take note of our presence there or smth. oh well, cant blame them. no one introduced us anyway. ;[. so after all the performance was over, we had a mini passing out celebration or smth like that. its really sad to see that another batch has to leave. i mean we were all together for syf and stuff like that. yeah. but i couldnt seem to cry...... im weird. O_O. so the sec 4s had their last fall out and passed on their posts ( is that the right word? ) to the remaining band members. okay my phrasing is bad i know but whatever. LOL. and farah's the new band major! firdaus is the new drum major! nasuha's the new treasurer! ashikin's the new quarter mistress! as for me, im the new clarinet section leader :3. then after the announcing of posts, we gave our seniors our gifts. and they gave theirs. got a little packet of many things inside ( including a clarinet reed LOOOOL ) from syam, jared and mai. got a lollipop from jiamin and also from emilia. emilia gave the swirly lollipop. LOL. and letters frm jared and mai. then after that, took loads of pictas with everyone. but yeah i dont rly have all of them.... but nvrmind. LOOOL. then after that, headed home with nufia. crapped all the way on the way to the bus stop and in the bus.yeah. i rly am gonna miss the sec 4s. really. since they make up majority of the band and all. and even if i cant express it properly yeah, i rly am gonna miss them. baahhhh.

okay enuff of the sad post. LOL.

now time for the random talks and shits like that. kay. so far ive been studying. really yeah. since its the mid-years and all. life is boring lately huhhhhhh. like theres nth interesting popping up or whatsoever. oh well lets just go with the flow.

anyway, today went out with nufia to supposedly study. amira, amirah and naz met up early since i had tuition, i met up with them at abt 5+. then, at 6+ amira had to leave. so after that went to bugis. LOOL damn funny. we window shopped a lil bit at bugis junction and bugis street. im kinda bored with bugis street nw. like their clothes are getting common. hahaha. anyways june holidays muust goooo shoppinggg! okay so ill stop digressing and continue. after window shopping and stuff, we decided to walk to suntec since it SEEMED quite near. the route to suntec city was actually kinda dangerous... we were like in a life-death situation each time we crossed a road. LMAO. kinda creepy to me cause there were many alleyways and stuff. *shudders*. so we walked and walked and we reached this route. it was a walk way that was in the middle of a long row of tall plants and a huge building and it had no lamp posts on either side. so i tell ya it was really creepy cos it was dark and you cant see a thing. its like as if you can feel that something was gonna pop up from either side or smth. HAHAHA. so we totally brisk walked + ran + skipped all the way to the other side with amirah screaming and grabbing my hand and me laughing. not sure if nazurah was laughing but i was all HA HA HA HA HA HA. i have a habit of laughing when someone is screaming.... LOOOL. then, we reached suntec and we each bought different foods. LOOL. i bought ice cream, naz bought doughnut and amirah bought her beloved coffee bean drink. LOL. okay so i think im gonna post pictas now.

naz send me your pictas!

-pictas~~~~

speech day

clarineters '08 !!! :D

midzi!!!!!!!!11

azryl!!!!!!!!11

syam!!! <333 :D

clarineters~ ^^

esmb '08 :D

nuuufia~~~

suntec gyahahaha

LOOL NAZ.

ho ho ho photo merge~

will post more pictas if i get them :D

2008-03-19T20:54:00.002+08:00

i feel so pissed.
give me a paper mache wall to punch through. -.-.
slept during chem today. wrote bullshit on the notes. when i realised im awake i realised there were scribbles all over my paper. hahahahahahaha. not funny.
now i dunno how to complete my hw o_O.

o theyre nvr coming backkkkkkk. those days i used to nappppp. >=(
roar.

2008-03-08T18:51:00.002+08:00

ive been sick for 4 days now goddammitttttt.
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i wanna watch my kare kano!!!

2008-03-08T18:51:00.000+08:00

ive been sick for 4 days now goddammitttttt.
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i wanna watch my kare kano!!!

2008-03-03T21:14:00.003+08:00

is life awesome or whut? my results were simply ~~bullshit, atrocious~~ FANTASTIC. and so many people are leaving. yeah, leaving. shit, everything's so messed up. :S..

2008-02-18T21:15:00.001+08:00

even if my face is always cheerful, my heart's never at ease.

2008-02-10T21:11:00.000+08:00

i suck at a maths :( boohoohooooooooooooooooooooo

2008-02-08T00:10:00.000+08:00

HELLO ALL! LOL. alright a new blogskin. so colourful right right.
i likeeee. like in kindergarten like that hahaha. okay anyway recently had my guitar strings changed. and the strings are RED. shud take a picta with it soon. and maybe take a recording if and when i learn how to play jasey rae ( by all time low ) properly. gyahahhahaa. and i managed to tune it to drop d! courtesy of Syafiqah for the tuner of course LOL. ( she let me borrowed her brother's and i forgot to give it back yesterday ahhhh!).
and yeah band performance for cny was kinda okay LOL. way way way better than the rehearsals. okay thats it off to finish up chem toodles!

2008-01-21T22:38:00.001+08:00

yo. i did a cover of the scientist by coldplay. recorded it. yeah.

there you go. check out my messy room yo. huahua. and sorry for the disgusting guitarings. my guitar strings need changing ><

2008-01-19T20:54:00.000+08:00

Oooooooooooooh. my 200th post. LOLL. anyway hello!!!! today was flag day and the rest of the weeks of sch was pure bull_ _ _ _. Well we have alot of hw to be done during the weekends. i cant even bring myself to think abt it. *screams* and i have no. frikkin. idea. how to do my maths. AHHAHAHA.

alrights anyway today was the flag day thingy. and it was so so fun? LOL. the last yr's 2e2 guys are nice lah. so yeah, after getting the tins and all that jazz in the morn. we ( as in amira, amirah and me ) decided to follow the e2's uh. since we thought that if its only for the 3 of us, it wont be that fun so yea. LOL.

okay so anyway! the e2 girls decided to go ard tamp first then go to paya lebar. so we went to paya lebar first with the guys. since we thought that geylang will be full with makciks going to the market right. LOL.

so it was like we followed the guys when we wanted to ask ard for donations and joined the girls back after the whole asking-for-donation thing was over. barely got any money cos what we mostly did was slack hahaha. the tin was so light ah compared to syafiqah's and ameena's and shahida's. yeah. LOL.

and so after the whole thing was over. we followed the girls to tm to eat and hang out and stuff like that. the guys decided not to follow cos they wanted to errrr lepak. yeah. so we ate. LOLLLLL. then went to yamaha and blablabla. then we went to the open plaza to chitchaaaaaaaaat. and stuff like that. and then we saw norwegian kids!!!! THEY.WERE.SO.ADORABLE. but i think they got rly rly rly rly rly annoyed cos we kept taking picts with them. LOLLLLLLLLLL. and we stole their playtime away.

im so sorry!

and so anyway to sum it all up. TODAY WAS SO FUN COMPARED TO ALL THE DAYS SPENT IN SCH SO FAR. LOL.

and now pictas. :D.

SYAMS! =D. my eyes so small? LOLLLLL.

i like this pict. dunno why. i just do. LOLLL

gyaaaaaaaaahahaha

tie tie hair. =D

HAAHAHA AMIRAH!

see see! three of them! woowoowoo. LOLL sander, eric and kevin. DID I GET IT RIGHT? LOL

them with julian. isnt he the cutest? reminds me of dougie poynter. LOL.

julian and kevin. kevin's shy and he reminds of of the leader singer in all time low. yeah.

yayyyy a picta with julian ^^

gahahaha. eric, kevin and their sister, helena. nice name right? they call her helen also.

i closed my eyes and looked elsewhere. so yea. LOLLLLLLLLL. and helen is in this pict!

kevin rocker ah. his shirt said " rocker " LOLLL. maybe hes gonna grow up to be a singer too *hum

alright! and thats the end of this post. so toodlezxzxzxz.

2008-01-01T17:16:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone! Lemme wish you all a happy new year! Well, even though I ain't excited for school tomorrow. (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

Okay for the whole of 2007, it has been very very very memorable to me. Alot of things happened and yeah some events were sweet, some were painful to bear. So to sum it all up, 2007 has been bittersweet for me, and for nufia. ^^. I will surely miss everything that happened in 2007, but I'll look forward to the new experiences waiting for me in 2008. yeah! Now let me do a tribute thingy.....

To NUFIA.
omggggg. i think meeting you guys were the best best bestesttttttttt thing that has ever happened to me? we mostly share the same interests and stuff. and thanks alottttt for being there for me even when im having the most crappiest of all crappy moodswings. even if we're in different classes who cares? we're still nufia no matter what. woohoo :D

To 2e3'06
in sec 1 we didn't bond as much and school wasn't so exciting. but when it came to sec 2. we bonded so much until it felt funny to let it all go just like that. but hey, that's life and we gotta keep moving on man. LOL. i really treasure all our times joking together and crapping and being lame whatever LOL. gonna miss you all alot. but we'll still see each other :D

To Azri
YO DOOD. LOL. i dunno why but i feel like youre the male version of me and im the female version of you. LOLOL. but anyway. youre a really really good friend and thanks for listening to my ramblings all these time. LOL.

To Zahran
LOLLL. even if i keep LOL-ing to you. even if i always get speechless around you. i wanna let you know that i care. and i think thats all i can say to you. ^^. thanks for listening to me an-an~ :D

To Syamsssssssssssss
YO! okay i can't really say this in person so i'll just say it here. LOLLL. youre one of the most merepek people ive ever met. LOL. and thanks for being a great senior ( chey chey ) and i enjoyed the story time sessions. LOLOL.

To Tirmidzi
OMGGGG. another merepek person. LOLOL. but he's nice when its the time to be nice. yeah if you get what i mean. :D.

To Mirawr and Larry
HELLO GAME BUDS. LOL. a-mi-rawr i hope your class is gonna be fine next yr. larrrrry, i hope you dont retain goddammit. LOL.

and to the rest i didnt mention. im sorry i have too much on my mind X.X LOL. and if i were to mention everyoneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. i think the post wont fit into this post. yeah. if you get what i mean. LOL. anyway to everyone that i know, thanks for being my friend and i hope this yr will be another great yr for you. :D.

P.S THIS IS THE FIRST TIME IVE DONE A TRIBUTE SHIZZ THING LOL. embarassing nye~~~~~~

2007-12-04T21:29:00.000+08:00

HELLO HELLO! its 4th december today!!!!! which is my birthday lah. the day i FINALLY turn a year older. though i dont feel a year older. LOL. okay today was seriously fun. celebrated with the nufia heh. AMIRAH DAMN CONVINCING LAH SIAAAAA. LOL. well i think i should talk abt band camp first. alright lets goooo.

band camp was the shizz. LOL. even though i was lazy to wake up on the first day cos i slept at 2 and woke up at 6. i think the nightwalk was the best part of the camp LOL. the instant noodles part was kinda sad =(. alright yeah i think thats abt it LOLLL

and today. celebrated birthday. yeah i mentioned it before mhm. LOL. we celebrated all our birthdays together on my birthday since its like the last out of all of us LOL. yeah had daffy duck cake and i shall post the pictas below later. ^^. and i tell you amirah was a damn good actress cos she made me convinced that naz and amira couldnt make it. ZZZZ. LOLL. but it was all fun anyway. they got me a toy plush cat. SO CUUUUUUUUUUUUUTE LAAAAAAAH. LOL. and my game buds, amirawr and larry bought me a box filled with different kinds of cadbury chocs. which my father scolded me for. cos he thought i bought it -.-.. and he doesnt like me eating chocs cos my body very heaty.. LOL. then hazirah adilah bought me merci chocs. LOLLL chocs again. and zahran bought me a clutch bag or smth like that? LOL. it must've costed him quite alot O_O.

alright and i shall end this post with a thanks for all your wishes and presents i really really really appreciate them and am very grateful for them, hees~ . now i wonder what to get them for their birthdays... hm... LOL ANYWAY TOODLES AND ENJOY THEM PICTASSSSS~

meh

amira

nazurah

amirah..

all cutting the cake. LOL.

*fake candid* LMAO.

masks yo!

present and card yo! LOL. ^^ the card was purple lah siaaaa!

winddy winddyyyy. the wind damn strong i tell you.

we all had a shot at this. LOL.

>;o

TOILET MIRROR LOL. been a long time since we took a reflection picta. >=o

bag and kitteh. LOL.

box of chocs! the box damn cute lah. LOL.

presenting to you.. my niece.. Natasha Ariana LOL. you have to admit that she's so adorable. :D.

btw btw. jamming vid. X.X

2007-11-15T14:22:00.000+08:00

Hello again bloggeh~
So yesterday got results to which class we're going next year. And I got 3e1 and history elective >< though i wanted geog elective but still its okay. LOL. Amirah got 3e2 and lit elective O.O. But she's gonna appeal for 3e5. I'll pray hard for you to get that class okay~ And Amira got 3e3 and DNT. She's gonna appeal too I think. So I'll pray hard for youuuu~ And Naz got 3e4 and DNT. Dont be upset cos you got in that class yeh? You'll have fun classmates there, Naz. ^^

2007-10-27T11:25:00.000+08:00

HELLO I AM BACK. hahahaha. Well my reason for not posting for a long time is still well, the same reason which is, nth interesting happened!
CEPT THAT FOR THESE PAST TWO DAYS, it has been really happening. LOL.

Okay so on Thursday, my really huge sista, finally gave birth. Though at that time they haven't named the baby but still, the baby's soooooooo cute! And it's a girl. And she has the looks of her momma. So yea, my sister's a mother and I'm an aunty. But hey, I'm still glad to be one. :D. Also, on Thurs, I got this certificate and gonna get a free maths textbook for getting most improved in maths or something. And I told my father that. And he said " good job, keep it up " fer tha first time ever! *happy*

And on Friday which was yest, was the last day of school! So yea, we all got our results back and mine wasn't so bad. 5th in class, 37th in standard. I hope can go 3e1 uh. But percentage is just 66.7%. LOL. Kinda funny though, can still get top 40 in standard somemore. LOL. Okay, so Mrs Tan made this cute little apple thingy with a rabbit and a note on it for the top 5 students in class since it was all girls. LOL. Then, after the breakfast with teachers and getting our results back, we took a hell load of photos. I got a hint that everyone is gonna miss 2e3'07. Well duh, I mean, we are the worst yet best class ever. :D. I'm gonna miss 2e3 terribly too. Hahs. Then, at night had Adilah and co. came over to raya. Ended up following them.. LOLOL. Felt extra uh. But it's okay. Then, when reached home, saw the house in darkness. And yea, I have a fear of the dark and I got the hint that my father was already asleep so I was like switching on all the lights before I went to sleep. But I still switched them off. Okay what exactly is my point? LOL. Nevermind. I'm just gonna post pictas now :D.

watch gals!

jalan raya! :D

visiting Amirah....

me n jo! :DD

heeeees~ LOL.

the thingy that Mrs Tan gave..

Fatin! Sonia! Syammy! and fadfad. LOL.

acting cute is a skill you know.

<3s 2e3 ;D

rly rly <3 2e3

cobrahs!

LOL CONSTIPATED.

hehs.

first day raya, with family! and my grandmother, fadfad loves her! :D

2007-10-13T18:43:00.000+08:00

hello everyone! i totally forgot abt my blog, well not totally. but since no one reads it anymore why bother? LOL.

anyways i gotta change the tagboard and stuffs since i cant enter my cbox acct to delete the porn link in my tagboard -_-.

oh yea for the muslims its already the end of ramadhan and so i want to wish all muslims a

Selamat Hari Raya!
Maaf zahir dan batin. :D

2007-08-25T20:28:00.001+08:00

Okay hahaha long time no see eh blog. Alah no one reads this shit anymore anyway. Anyway! Today went town to take pics :D with amirah yo! So nothing interesting happened. Just walk walk. Then take pics till so many ppl stare at us yea that kinda shit. And we're kambings okay. Beh beh. LOL. So yea lemme post the pics. :D

windy lah babe. LOL

bridge! :D

lamp post! :D

bridge again! :D

kambing (sheep) on the grass. huahua.

cloud!

o.0?

:DDDD

bridge again!

ice-cream! im so retarded.

candid lah kambing.

umbrella ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh!

LOL okay i think that's all the pictures for today. quite little HAHAHA. but battery died uh so yea. lastly, i wanna present you the vid of the uber retardedness of 3/4 of nufia after sch at playground. enjoyyy.

2007-08-12T19:50:00.000+08:00

Mann! I love to look back and read my old chat logs and I realised there's one person I really really really miss talking to. Tylerrrrrr. Somehow seeing this guy in Singfest totally reminded me of him and reminded me that I havent talked to him for ages. Nvm. Somehow someway, we can talk again right? =). I hope...

2007-08-10T13:00:00.000+08:00

Singfest was total shizz yaw! (it's our first gig so yea ) Okay so went to singfest with Amirah then halfway during that fest we tagged along with Zaidah then she went with her bro when The Academy Is... were halfway performing. LOL. Okay anyways yesterday was rly gerek. Even though we didnt mosh simply cos scared -.-''. Zaidah asked us to go moshing but yea. LOL. And there were loadsa drunks O.O. LOL. But Amirah and i stayed away from them ;o. And I think the most gerek-est bands there were Cobra Starship and Avenged Sevenfold. LOL. Gabe was seriously hot can? Fuyohhhhhhhh. And he actually appeared at the gate area before the gated opened and people were taking pictures with him and we didnt even realise it was him! Geez blame this slow reaction. Then then we got an autograph from the lead singer of Crowned King, Shaun. He's also quite hot and very friendly heeee~ "Is that your ticket? Can I see it? Ive never seen the tickets before." *That was what he said to us LOL* Okay, we also saw loads of hot peepol there. LOL. So yea we melted I guess. LOL. So nowww Im gonna post pictas! :D!!!

Waiting outside.. (the people behind werent important LOLOL)

SingFest!

Yea must sit down first while waiting. =X

Those two djs from the UK

Great Spy Experiment

One Buck Short

Crowned King

they have a trombonist O.O

SHAUN! hot lah can?

shaun in da crowd~

COBRA STARSHIP!

gabe lah siollll

Victoria and their bassist or guitarist.. couldnt seeeee i think bassist.

their guitarist yo!

gabe,vicky-t and their bassist. :D

the keytar is so cool laaa.

William from TAI with Vicky-T singing snakes on a plane bring it

snakes on a plane bring it~
i love cobra starship. <3

The Academy Is...

their drummah

william!

wristband....

Gym Class Heroes

waiting fer them...

Avenged Sevenfold

its at night so the pics are quite blur. LOL

hehe Shaun's autograph :D

Thats the end of pics. Pics of MxPx turned out seriously blur so yea. And we didnt take pics of The Noisettes and Hinder simply cos... we didn't want to~ LOLOL. And we left when MxPx were performing. :D

That's all fer now so toodles.

2007-08-02T21:13:00.001+08:00

Woohoo 10 more posts to 200 posts. Let's see, if I can reach 200 posts I may change from blogga to livejournal or xanga or something. LOL. Anyway, lotsa thangs happened last few weeks that i didnt blog. But they werent as happening as today. Today 2e3 and 2e4 went to pulak ~~sepak-mak-kau~~ semakau. Then, our class which is 2e3 duh we had to be in this video abt sfl that has to be sent to moe and stuff. LOL very funny lah. Then on the way to the marina bay or smtg we had to take this quite run-down bus that has no aircon and is quite small while 2e4 got to take this huge bus that had aircon and was big and was nice and new. ROAR. :o but it's okay since on the way back to sch we stole their bus instead shh.

ANYWAY. Semakau was nothing much except nice scenery cos of the sea and plantations and stuff. We saw how the ashes were taken in and a video of semakau and we played games there and yea stuff like that. Our group won so we wont this heart pins. Very cute even though its made up from a green pipe cleaner and a pin. It's still cute. Kawaii. Kawaii. And my cam wuz used to take our pictas so yea imma post up them pics now :D.

3 of us nufia-ians with janiah and suliana before heading to sepak-mak-kau.

on da boat with ed da man talkin

cam-harlots.

shitfaces but whatever, its in the boat and we love memories so yea.

wind turbine yo! at semakau. its their latest project to have renewable energy or smtg.

semakau landfill map :D

stoneshit and smiley!

giler2 fun okay!

sitting at the rockbun thangs.

we da ppl with green hearts!

:D

stoned.

miss lin is loved, by us.

hua hua.

green heart biatch. go green!

zahid drew this on the balloon. LOL,

jo, clif, half of naz and mua.

naz, jo, half of clif and mua.

i think they were dancing. no idea rly.

aha. at the boat on the way back to singapore mainland.

oops, forgot to add. we made this with our ibox-es

and we took a picta with it!

haha we rock la. and thats all fer today. toodles.

2007-07-10T20:24:00.000+08:00

Let's go back to the old times! :D. The time when we were all happy. Joyful joyful. Crapping and crapping. Ohh what the hell right. We can be happy again. Just not so joyful like last time. But it's okay. At least we'll all still be happy.

YEAH NUFIA!

And sorry if I was such a pest or anything to you dann.

2007-07-06T21:21:00.000+08:00

Oh mann. Ive done it again. Ive said something wrong. Ive done something wrong. Again. I'm really really sorry if it has affected any of you. I swear I didn't mean it. Im at the stage where I can cry any time soon and stuff. This breakdown is getting uncontrollable. I gotta keep my mouth shut from now. I'm sucha loser. Loser. Loser.

I swear I really miss everything

2007-07-05T20:30:00.001+08:00

Hello and welcome to the long awaited episode of " FADFAD SAYS IT ALL YAW! ". Here in this show, it features the inner thoughts and feelings of FADFAD. So what are you waiting for? Read on man!

I seriously hate reminiscing seriously. But I guess I cant help it. Even if I dream for only a second, my memories will come back to me. It sucks. I hate having to remember memories and realise that I cant relive those memories now since memories can only remain memories and nothing else. Sometimes I just wish that someone can just brainwash me so I can forget about everything.

I really miss laughing with my friends, genuinely, joking around like it's nobody's business. I really miss it. At those times, my sense of humour level was on 100. Now it's only on 50. So go figure. And sometimes I laugh just to distract myself from remembering back those memories. Gosh, how pathetic can I get? Yea, if only I didn't socialize much, these memories wouldn't be here. But it already happened. So oh well.

I really missed being really happy. Last time, I always felt happy, never letting anything negative come in my way. But now, almost all my smiles are fake. I feel so empty now like theres no feelings in my anymore. And whenever I remember having fun being happy and thought abt ynnad! I'll start crying like there's no tomorrow cause I know I can't relive those back. I really really really miss being happy. Seriously.

And wth I still cant get over it. No matter how hard I tell myself to move on, bitch. I still can't. I'm really stupid. Hopeless. Pathetic. Whatever! I just wish ynnad! wouldn't ignore me so much. I just wish I can joke around sincerely all the time again. I just wish we could all be happy again. I just wish we could all be able to say anything without worrying who will get hurt again.

I wish I wish I wish. Geez. Get real. Those wishes won't come true bitch and you know that. Gahs.

I'm so messed up. Empty. Whatever.

And so that marks the end of today's episode. Tune in a century later for more!

P.S. This post is so crap that I'll salute whoever that reads this.

2007-06-14T23:02:00.001+08:00

gahh im so stupid. im just plain stupid. after this long i still cant let go. gosh what the hell is wrong with me. GRAWRRRRRR.

2007-06-12T22:30:00.001+08:00

Huahuahua. went shopping with amirah and nazurah yesterday. bought skinny jeans~ and more stuff LOL. we raided bugis and orchard. heh. fun laa. i was very happy because we bought stuff. LOL. anyways, today went to the library to finish up malay homework. then amirah and i wore skinny jeans lah sia!@!@!@! okay so jakon. LOL. but first time ok! must applaud for usss~ anyways i wanna post up pictas :D.

amirah and me~

yeah i turned into a real girl yesterday. *applauds for myself

bengz family! :D aka nufia LMAO. i'll post the edited picta in friendster LOL.

:O:O:O!

uhhh. gatsby promotion with shoes? o___O

naz, mua, amirah~

yeaaa, camwhore abit. LOL.

the chronicles of the bengz family. p.s. i was trying to make the pic look like amira, amirah and nazurah were confused/not happy with me being shocked at that uncle's buttttt~

HAHAH thats all for now TOOODLES~

2007-06-09T16:41:00.001+08:00

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take my test peeeepol~

2007-06-07T19:55:00.000+08:00

:o blogger's posting thingy is back to normal so i'll post :D. i bet no one's reading this ultra dead blog anyways. but its okay LOL. anyways i've been hanging around with nufia alot nowadays since we are all bored during this june hols. had camp on the 25th-28th. it was fun la fwahaha. at least i knew like two people in my grp im happy enough =D. and during the uh 25th we had dragon boating and we saw a waterspout~ but its funner to refer to it as a tornado. KEKE. and on the i forgot what date i went to malaysia with my mum. this tour thingy. then we went to desaru fruit farm, ostrich farm blablabla. desaru fruit farm had really cute bunnies~ i'll post da pics below later.

oh yeah on one of the days we da nufia pplz, amira wasnt there :(, went to vivo and took pictas. bah we take pictas alot when we go out LOL.but whatever eh :P. pictas are interesting~

yea! and this coming mon im gonna go shopping with nufia. yeah im excited because i love buying new clothes. O.O. that sounds girly but eh its once in awhile that i get girly okay! andand im gonna cut my hair this sat. i cant wait. im sick of my hair now LMAO. alrights now im gonna post pictas. :D

:o turtles~

baby cheeeeken~

bunneh loves mua =P

and it loves eating too~

some bunnies on top of each other. looks more like a fur carpet -.-

esplanade garden is lovelyy =)

lamp post wants me naz~

ah hidayah and ain :D. this was taken on speech day wakaka.

if you noticed, we were trying to imitate the "ppl" behind us.

nufia~ without amira =(!!!

:D

yes im retarded i know.

now im uber retarded.

hahaha thats all for pictas. i hope that brightens up this blog =/. toodles for now~

2007-05-15T19:28:00.000+08:00

blogger hates me. the posting thingy is still messed up. whatever lah eh. anyways got back results today. it was so cold in the morn i think i turned into a popsicle while our teacher was giving back our papers. :o!

lemme list down them results~

english paper 1+paper2 = 70/100 :D
maths = 47% -_-....
science = 60/100 for the paper itself. o.o.
history = 32.5/50
malay overall = 58% -.0
art = 63%
lit = 72%

yowzurz! i did badly LMAO.

2007-05-08T19:40:00.000+08:00

Zomg. like my blogger posting thingy has something wrong with it. the alignment is all over the place but its okay. Anyways, had exams these past few days. So far, english, history, malay paper 1 , science was okay. maths was killer to me &$%&%$%. i totally stoned when i got the paper o.o! there were lotsa sec 1 topics and being very smart i didnt study them. wooooo applause applause. and then today had science wakakaka. i think science was okay ah. but some questions i dunno what i was writing bleh. then theres no paper tmr and thurs got malay paper 2 and friday got art. i dont like art i dont have ideas. roar! nyeh whatever. i guess thats allllllllllllllllll. toodles.

2007-04-24T19:22:00.000+08:00

Hello blog! long time no see i thought you mati. oh well you're dead already. simply cause i've got nothing to blog on~ boooo~

mann one month passed so fast. O.O and then next week its exams and i havent studied. wooo *applause congratulations fadfad. and bleh theres pe tmr. the thought of it just makes me go puke~ i cant freakin do anything in that class mannn. my friends all can do the rolls and i cant. im sucha loser. loser you hear me? loserrrr.

YNNAD! <3

2007-04-16T20:13:00.000+08:00

HAPPY~~~~
we the esmb peoplez have gotten bronze for 2007 syf~ we broke the freakin cop tradition mannnn. WOOO. well, i guess mr ng rocks. cos if it wasnt for him, we woulda gotten cop again. yay for mr ng! yay for esmb! =DDD

2007-04-13T19:26:00.000+08:00

grrr. stop crying you goddamn bitch. *slaps myself*

2007-04-05T20:17:00.000+08:00

goshhh. many things happened again for the past few days that i havent updated O.O. i justttt passed my english comprehension. and my father called me stupid for that again. -.-. whats with him sey. i fail he calls me stupid, i just pass also he calls me stupid. gah. oh well. anyway had sci test just now. must pass must pass. LOL. and like my malay cikgu is full of surprises. she picked nazurah and me for the karangan competition thing. i mean she pick azilah we understand la cos azilah's karangan is powerrrr. but me? LOL. my karangans like suck because of their utterly simple storyline. i have no creativity when it comes to compres/karangans. -_-. i bet my parents will laugh at me when i show them the form. " dalah melayu terok nak masok peraduan pulakkk ". geeeeez. oh wellll. i guess thats all. toodles.

2007-03-25T22:09:00.000+08:00

okay so loadsa things happened for the past few days. LOL. went out with nufia people yesterday. watched mr bean holiday. to me its okay la since im not a mr bean fan LOL. the only part i liked was the part where he was dancing for money? the rest all merepekkkkk =X. then saw ulfah and yasmin there also LOL. oh yea amirah, nazurah and me coincidentally wore the same kinda layered style on that day too LOL. right so after that went home rest awhile then went out again with family to go and eat? we spent like almost an hour FINDING a place to eat -.-.

um i think i have nth else to say? so like bye LOL.

2007-03-20T18:54:00.000+08:00

i realised that my high mode has its limits LOL. just now i was like so high one moment and so freakin pasrah the other moment. oh wellll. and i realised that i am damn suay. anyone whos near me or with me will surely be following my loser footsteps one. zzzzz. i dont like my life yawwwww. arrrr i better shut up. -.-

2007-03-19T19:02:00.000+08:00

today's the first day of term two LOL. today i think theres something wrong with me. seriously. i dont know why im saying that but i know there was something wrong with me. and very suay today bcos my friends and my skirts kena this yellow yellow stain and we dont even know what the taman it is. SIGHS. and then after school i went to help amirah and amira with their malay dance clean up their aesthetics room thingy. so we lipat2 bajuuu and stuff LOL. then after that went to canteen and saw ameena and the other 2e2-ers. they got their yearbook alr! and my face look like stoink okay in all the pics LOL. zzzz. and i rmbed zahran saying that amira looks like a budak baik in the yearbook pic but she looks like budak jahat now. O.O okay zahrannn. LOL.

ok thats all the crapz i have today. toodles.

2007-03-09T21:15:00.000+08:00

got back progress card. i failed my bloody maths and dnt. LIKE OMFG DNT MAN WHO FAILS DNT?! im damn stupid lah. then my overall percentage is 57.5%. can go where sehh LOL. and its like i didnt even can an A for any subs. =( WORK HARDER FADHILAH. STOP LAZYING AROUND. GRRR STOP IT MAN. LOL.

2007-03-07T19:24:00.000+08:00

ok i finally passed my 2.4 LOL -.-. i have huge legs but when i run im like really slow. geez so whats the use of my legs being huge ROAR. loads and loads and i mean it LOADS of thanks to amirah, amira, nazurah, shaikha and zahid for pushing me to run bcos if you didnt i would fail again LOL. and okay theres nothing else thats interesting that happened today LOL.

2007-03-05T19:33:00.000+08:00

Hahahaha today merepek can? But okay lah today. I got 13/22 for my maths ^^ and 32/50 for my malay. FADHILAH IS STARTING TO IMPROVE THANK YOU VERY MUCH. I'm actually a failure lor. Keep failing everything. BTW for my progress card I failed my maths and dnt. WOWOWOW. SURPRISING SIAAAA.

okay stop it fadhilah LOL. anyways after sch i went to do hw which i gave up on and asked azryl and nabillah and syamsiah for help. thanks for helping me bcos if you didnt i would blow up LOL. and then after i gave up on hw i joined zaidah and ulfah who were talking away while watching soccer. i didnt think they were even watching soccer LOL. okay so we talked like merepek. then suddenly zahran came in the picture and he was like imitating how nazurah talks. LOL. yeah LIKE SERIOUSLY.

okay im lame LOL. and i guess thats all for today. toodles~

2007-02-23T22:07:00.000+08:00

LOL. Today damn funny. But very guilty also lah okay. Had school duh as normal and had band LOL. Then ah during band halfway after farhana go off alr. jin kai was like not playing and stuff and i asked him if he could play or not then he just nodded and gave me a cold shoulder -.-.

then i told tirmidzi and he told jessie then after that he got like angry like that so jessie brought him out the music room and stuff then he shouted at jessie siaaaa. the one question is my mind is that if he doesnt know how to play then why not just ask farhana or jessie or what right.

okay then when going back home from band i was walking with syamsiah to the bus stop. then bus 9 was like at the bus stop alr and i was running and chasing for it at last also miss that bus LOL. then i was like " AIYA I MISSED IT " to syamsiah. then we were like talking talking very syiok then after that we realised that bus 21 drove off alr and syamsiah was like " EHH MY BUS 21!!!! " and i was like LOL!!!! because the bus was like infront of our damn eyes and she just missed it like that LOL.

okays thats like all and i dont know what im talking abt LOL.

2007-02-22T19:41:00.000+08:00

when life starts making sense.
the world is upside down again.

ahahaha. i feel like a loser kid because im like an extra in everything. sheesh and theres so much maths hw to do. bah. whatever lah. im a loser kid~

2007-02-18T23:17:00.000+08:00

OMG. I'm like addicted to Hilary Duff's song With Love. NICE LAH THE MUSIC.

2007-02-17T21:24:00.001+08:00

HAHA. From yesterday till today it was like total utter madnessssss. Yesterday after school, we the nufia pplz went to simei to conquer it HAHA. We went to Eastpoint to eat and stuff. Then we headed to Simei park to be insane and take pics. Can view some of them in my friendster. LOL.

Then today went to meet up with the whole group of malay girls ^^. Then we went to Tampines Mall and Century Square and stuff. Then we got stuff then took pics in the Century Square toilet HAHAHA. Take pics in toilet damn pathetic la. Then after that went to Eastpoint and then to Simei Park HAHA. Then take pics again. Then we tried to breakdance LOL. Like errrr handstand and stuff. Most attempts failed HAHA. Fun laaaaa. We were like biols for the two days LOL.

2007-02-13T18:39:00.000+08:00

I AM SO DEAD. I left my fucking foolscap pad under my fucking table. OMG I AM SO CARELESS GRRRRRR. Now I can't do my history homework that's due tomorrow morning as in when lining up at parade square there. WALAOOOO. Oh yea. My moodswings were like so bad today that it affected my friends. I'm sorry you guys. T.T Thanks alot for coping with my fucking moodswings. OH YEA I FAILED MY ENGLISH COMPRE TEST. IM SO SMART. 9/25. IM HOPELESS. UGH. IM FAILING ENGLISH LIKE WTF. I DUNNO WHAT TO DO ALR LAAAAAAA.

2007-02-12T20:19:00.000+08:00

Today nothing much. Had school. Yeah like who doesnt have school in Singapore. Then we had rehearsal for CNY concert. Andddd we played RLY RLY BAD LOL. Like REALLY REALLY BAD. And Danial kept bullying me -.-. YAH THANKS ALOT LOL. I have somewhat the same colour specs as Tirmidzi o.o. So we look like bruddasista if we wear the specs LOL. Dont worry Danial I will kick your legs the next time I see you ^^.

2007-02-11T18:37:00.000+08:00

Okay so here I am infront of this square box staring into it and blablabla because i have no idea what to do for my art homework LOL. Oh yea thanks alot Fatin Diana for letting me do something in PSL LOL cos I'm like not involved in anything regarding PSL seh nowadays.

K nvm that the point is my mind is *BLANK*. I have no idea how to do art. LOL. Oh, my dnt product model was accepted. Happy seh. So many people, their models got like rejected. Stupid Mdm Wong la. Criticise here criticise there. They still put in effort to do the model sehhh.

And my blog is so dead. Don't expect me to update bcos my life is too boring to blog on LOL. Oh did I mention that the sky is really bright today? Hahhahaha.

Okay toodles now.

2007-02-08T18:59:00.000+08:00

Just so you know, this feeling's taking control of me.

Haha. I feel so emotional baby~ Okay crapness =)

2007-02-03T17:08:00.000+08:00

Whee~ Mcfly's video of Transylvania (which is their new single which is out in the UK in April or something) is out! HELL YEAH BABY. BTW NOTICE HOW DOUGIE REALLY LOOKS LIKE A GIRL AND HOW CUTE HE IS LOL.

Oh and another vid from Mcfly. They are supposed to host in this guessing game or something LOL. I like when Dougie sang sexyback =D. SO CUTE CAN.

2007-02-02T22:38:00.000+08:00

Omg I failed my maths test by a freaking 1 mark. RAWR. LOL. I could've scored the paper if I didn't do this question carelessly. See la Fadhilah nvr check work properly. -.-''.

Anyway today had band like normal and as usual every Fridays my bag is like so heavy I think it weights abt a ton or something HAHHAHA. Okay I'm totally exagerrating. But seriously. LOL. Khairunnisa carry my bag until she almost fall like that. LOL SORRY AH. LOL. And during band we had to take the marching vid. LOL LUCKY I NVR STEP ON MAISHARAQH'S SHOE O.O. And at last after that had to do pumping because some people nvr do the marching seriously.

-.-''

Okay la thats like the end of my really pathetic post in my pathetic blog hoho. So byebye now~

2007-01-29T17:54:00.000+08:00

Sighhh. Sec 1s stole the place where my friends and I always sit in the morning. =(

2007-01-23T19:59:00.000+08:00

Today was like fucked up or something. My ankle terplecot like twice today. First was in school outside class. I was hopping and jumping and suddenly PLOP my ankle terplecot and like I had NOTHING to grab on to so there was this sec 1 girl near me and I just grabbed her and she fell with me and I was like SHIT. Luckily she wasn't hurt or I will surely be dead. -.-

And then the 2nd time was after sending Amirah her homework. My ankle like terplecot at the bridge that connects Tampines and Simei. And I had to tahan myself from rolling at the slope so my knees and hands bled. ZZZZ. Luckily got this woman she helped me walk to my block. Omg kindness pays. Seriously I hope she gets good luck in return or something.

And like people are getting more sombong nowadays. Hah. Jgn terasa =DDD.

Okay lah. That's all. I dont know if I am able to do footdrills or take part in PE tmr. WALAO I WANT TO RUN IN PE LEH. -.-. Nvm BYE.

2007-01-20T21:00:00.000+08:00

You score as Dougie.Dougie is most likely to love you.

Dougie

100%

Harry

75%

Danny

63%

Tom

38%

Which mcfly guy loves you
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You score as Dougie. Dougie is perfect for you! You both are Blink 182 obsessives.

Dougie

85%

Harry

70%

Danny

70%

Tom

45%

Which McFly member's girlfriend could you be?
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EHHEHEHEE DOUGIEEEEE POYNTERRRR<333333333333333.

OH BTW I THANK AMIRAH LIKE ALOTALOTALOT FOR HELPING OUT WITH MY MYSPACE DEDICATED TO SON OF DORK.

visit it. LOL. www.myspace.com/sonofdorksg

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OMFG. MISERABLE YEARS?! LIKE IM MISERABLE NOW LOL. AND TEENAGE MUTANT NINJA TURTLES. OKAY HAHAHHHAHAA. Got that from Charlotte's blog btw.

2007-01-19T21:12:00.000+08:00

O-kay. Today, like I finally changed my clarinet LOL. No more stinky box and stinky clarinet! *REJOICES* I just have to practice on trying to blow with this 3 1/2 size reed and stuff lmao.

And like ewww my legs are fugly man LOL. The skin's so dry that they are slowly peeling and falling off and they look like polka dots if you look closely and its so gross and okay I shall not gross you pplz out LOL.

I wonder who reads this blog anyway. It's like so freakin dead. And so this is the part where I go all negative abt myself like I'm fat and stuff. LOL.

BAH.

I SHALL GO COMPLAINING ABT MY LIFE TO MYSELF AGAIN SO LOL BYE.

2007-01-14T15:40:00.000+08:00

HI MY COMP IS BACK AND I FEEL SICK SO WHATEVER.

2006-12-25T21:32:00.000+08:00

Okay, so my computer spoil and like I wanted to post a christmas post and I dunno what Darilyn did but whatever. So when my comp is back I will put up the vids. And that will be 13 of January okay end of story btw btw btw my new year resolutions :

1.BE MORE THRIFTY
2.BE MORE HARDWORKING W0RXZXZXZXZ.
3.URRRR BE MORE CARING AND NOISY.
OK BYE.

Son of dork performing Merry Christmas Everyone

Mcfly Christmas Message

Mcfly singing Santa Claus is coming to town

Anyway, MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

2006-12-17T23:39:00.000+08:00

Hmmm let's see what's been happening the past boring few days. On Friday I had something to do fortunately LOL. And that was to go out with Darilyn, Clarissa and Jermin. But Jermin last minute couldn't go and Clarissa was lazy to go o.o and then me and Darilyn went out of the house already so we decided to go Vivo lah. Vivo was okay -.-. It's like any other mall pfft.

AAAAAAND Saturday nothing much. I got myself bangs LOL. And wtf I look like a kid just entered preschool. LOL. But nvm.

AND TODAY my grandmother my father's side had kenduri because my auntie going haji. Got bored waiting for the kenduri -.-. I don't get well with my father's side. I dont even know the names of some of my cousins. PATHETIC RIGHT LOL.

Okay and my family are like heading off to Sarawak tmr. WHOOOOOOOOOOSH. And now we're like packing so like I'm glad this blog has been revived from this post. Cos I haven't typed a long post in a looooooooooong time LOL.

BTW BTW BTW BTW ANYONE WANTS TO PLAY UNO OR OR NAME THAT TUNE OR OR WHEEL OF FORTUNE ON MSN???? HEHEHEHEHHE LOL.

2006-12-11T16:36:00.000+08:00

Okay like this blog is so dead. And the reason I don't blog is simple. LOL.

There's nothing interesting going on in my life -.-.

2006-12-09T11:54:00.000+08:00

I want Ichigo and Rukia together RAH. LOL. I don't want that Seena from the bleach movie to be with him -.-.

OKAY IM SO RANDOM LOL.

2006-12-05T00:40:00.000+08:00

today went out with clarissa,jermin,amirawr and gladys~ LOL. funny lah. kept laughing at jermin =X. then halfway we all plan wanna go somewhere else but like at last stay in bugis also LOL. okayyy today was crap and thanks for going out wimme and for those birthday wishes ^^. i appreciate them lah :D.

oh yeah my blog is somewhat dead so pfft whatever lah.

2006-12-04T00:28:00.000+08:00

yay i turn thirteen today~ but i dont feel any older -.-

2006-12-01T13:52:00.000+08:00

I'm torn up inside, there's a hole in my mind, when you're not next to me, so I hope you choke and die, on every single lie. Look at what you've done to me.

Heyhey its just a song okay that doesn't mean it relates to anyone or whatsoever you guys may think -.-. and sheesh nowadays I feel hurt most of the time so even if you see me happy or what. It doesn't really mean I'm happy. =). OH GOSH. IM HOPELESS. I shall stop this.

2006-12-01T00:08:00.000+08:00

My compz is backz0rz. LOL.

2006-11-23T16:05:00.000+08:00

I am hurt.

Enough said.Pfft.

Everyone thinks I have a problem (i think). I am depressed. Pfft. Bah. Never mind I'm better off not seen in this world.

2006-11-20T20:17:00.000+08:00

Um soz comp keesiao. Anyway Azryl check your email for the code thing if you still need it ah o.o. sileneceisascarysound@gmail.com is me w0rzxzxzxzx. Btw life is miserable and boring lah can?

2006-11-13T16:04:00.000+08:00

I'm a Considerate Artist. Whatever that is HAWHAW.

My Personal Dna Report

THERE THERE SEE SEE! =DD. Then you can take your own personality test and show me your result if you can too eh HEEHEE. Orh I'm back to being noisy w0rxzxzxzxxzczxz~ `` . LOL.

2006-11-13T09:10:00.000+08:00

Oh well, I did say I am an optimistic person right? So that means I'm fine. You don't have to call yourself all that just because these things happen. Anyway, most of the time in life shit happens, everyone learns to deal with it even me. So please, just don't confuse yourself and keep on thinking over this thing kay? From now on, I won't be bothering you anymore.

Gomenasai.

2006-11-12T22:52:00.000+08:00

You Are 30% Boyish and 70% Girlish

Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.
You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.
A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.
But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

life's a bitch. haaaaaahahahahaha.

2006-11-12T11:03:00.000+08:00

My goshhhhh. Its like I have nothing to say and this blog seems so dead. Lemme tell ya something. Coffee doesn't work on me. It makes me sleep more like a log. X.X.

2006-11-06T22:35:00.000+08:00

Okay, today was very kecoh. Went jalan raya with Amirah, Amira and Nazurah LOL. Then me and Amirah kept tripping on the bus la, we bumped into each other la. It was like we were cursed -_-. As in all of us LOL.

Then when finding Mdm Humaiyah's house we almost got lost. zZz. Then while in the bus again, we were walking to the seats like drunk people. o_O. And my house was the last house they visited. LOL.

Then after that my old primary schoolmates came and like they very kecoh also. Guys what O.O. Crap seh kept talking about that old haunted school. LOL. Hamdy ah talk talk talk alot LOL.

Okay that's enough =x tmr going penin with the trio again LOL. Let's hope tmr won't be such a bad day for us again eh? =)

2006-11-03T23:17:00.000+08:00

Which Bleach Character Are You Most Like?

You are...Rukia! You are extremely kind and understanding, sweet and mysterious. To those around you, you are just an ordinary girl but you are much deeper than what they think. You are confident and caring.
Take this quiz!

I have nothing better to do. LOL. Oh oh saw the quiz result? I'm most likely like Rukia! HEEHEEHEE. But I like Yachiru more leh. nvm LOL.

2006-11-02T18:57:00.000+08:00

i love mr dougie o.O

Just another day like duh

2006-11-02T18:31:00.000+08:00

I just realised that this blogskin shows the titles of my blogposts. HAWHAW. So, you will get to see what crapshit I write for my blogpost titles. Okay nevermind about that! I'm gonna rattle on about what happen todayDAYDAYDAYDAYDAY.But start from two days back lah okay.

Okay two days back, went out with Amirawr, Clarissa and Darilyn go Penin because we had nothing better to do and me and Amirawr wanted to give Darilyn her birthday present O_O. Searched for stripy socks but the black and white ones were out of stock in the shops so nvm.

And yesterday had band blaaaaa.

And today Amirah, Nazurah and I went jamming. HAHAHAHA first-timers. I tell u we went there to waste money. Woo byebye money~ And it's like we didn't know how to switch on the microphone. Chaotic maaaaan LOL. Then after that we jalan jalan, get new picks heehee. Then while sending me across the bridge from Tampines to Simei we crapped like shit. Talked about like everything. Joked around about Mcfly and Son of Dork. Ya, that kinda thing laaah.

Okay that's it LOL. Toooooooooodles schnoooodles!

WHEEEEE!

2006-11-02T18:07:00.000+08:00

I tell you I love Nicolette Tham Mei Ci. LOL. See new skin. All the credits go to her. =D. Nic its perfect lah LOL.

Okay loves you all. Now, bye!

<33

HELLLOHELLORESULTS

2006-10-30T12:22:00.000+08:00

HELLOHELLO. Had been very lazy so I didn't update. =D. ANNYWAAAAAAAY. My results were okay only had 1 distinction which was dnt o.o and I had 1 c5 3 b4s and the rest b3s okay done.

Orh and my phone fell under the bed today and I found it luckily hahahahahhaa.

Okay now I have to go. And I'm still waiting for Niccynicnic to finish my blogskin request. hoho take your time =). Okay bye now!

hari raya sucks

2006-10-24T19:09:00.000+08:00

i dont like this year's hari raya. nuff said. oh mr flopples rox cos hes beside me :). i have a wild imagination -.-,

HEEEEHAWHAW

2006-10-23T12:10:00.000+08:00

Hello you pplz! Today is the last day of fasting and so everyone is happy. But I tell you, I ain't really that excited for tomorrow but nevermind.

Anyway! Shaikha and I were so bored just now during the two free periods that we had when our English teacher didn't come and so we came up with this :

HAHAHAHAHAHA. May I present to you Mr Flopples! :D He's everyone's best friend and he's there for you whenever you need him =D.

I am especially happy today because there was a little kitty in the field just now chasing the soccer ball LOL. I don't know why but I get really happy when I see a kitty. HEY IT RHYMES!
Oh and to all you Muslims out there :

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN :D

blogger sucks HAW HAW

2006-10-18T21:05:00.000+08:00

Blogger sucks I posted a post and it didn't appear whatever lah eh O.O.

Anyway had the dang telematch today. My class was against 1n1. 4 rounds of obstacle thingys and my class won LOL. Owwwwwnaaaaage.

Results came in today. Got an a1 for Science didn't believe it sia LOL. Okay nevermind that's all I have to say and I just can't keep my eyes open for another second. x.x so byebye for now

Life life life.

2006-10-15T21:51:00.000+08:00

Life is seeeeeeriously a bore after the exams. The fasting month isnt over so there is really nothing much to do. Bah. I guess I'm just gonna rent dvds with Darilyn. K Darilyn? =DD Just hope that I have enough money. Wonder how much money I saved O_O. Some more the aircon in my room is spoilt. Pfffffffffft.

And the fan is like kanasai the wind doesnt go straight into my direction but it goes all over the room. O.O. November, gonna stay over at my cousin's house. Yay! Get to do some girly talk at last LOL.

Ohhh I miss Niccynicnic truckloads. When will you get online? =/.

oh yay

2006-10-13T20:53:00.000+08:00

and exams are over and done with!

Oh yes I hate hate hate posers and I can be referring to anyone. =)). So dont stop me noooooooooow! Okay I'm blabbering again. Posers get murdered in the mosh pit. HOHOHO.

Time to be wacky and listen to wacky songs now okay bye!

wheeeeeeee

2006-10-11T19:54:00.000+08:00

I'm so happy. I finally managed to remove the stupid spyware that has been practically haunting my computer. >_>.

Malay tmr! Then art. Drawing phobias @.@. Hope it turns out good LOL.

hoooo historryyyyyy

2006-10-09T19:57:00.000+08:00

History tmr! I hope I can handle it cause I know I won't score well for Science LOL. Oh well then the next day there's no paper then there's MT paper 2 and 3 and then art. Okay I'm blabbering now.

Help me on art and I gotta go TUITION BYEBYEBYEBYE

away okay

2006-10-05T11:51:00.000+08:00

going on a hiatus. stupid exams making me stressed out o.o.

ahhhh!

2006-10-03T15:31:00.000+08:00

Exams are tomorrow. Ahhhh!

OO.O HOOOO.

2006-09-28T15:58:00.000+08:00

Wasn't really in a good mood today. Really. Amirah didn't come so I was like lonely sitting up front in class. And I failed my malay test. Unbelievable can? I have never ever failed malay. Malay man. Malay!

How to study for Malay lah. -.-. Oh today group work during SFL wasnt that bad. Except Wei Hui didn't really co-operate cause she wanted to draw the girl so badly. LOL!!!111ONEONEONE

Wan yee's drawing was really nice lah. And I drew the wolves and they said it was cute. Keke. Not bad for first time drawing eh. -COUGHS COUGHS COUGHS-

bah!

2006-09-27T21:16:00.000+08:00

i tell you guys. never ever buy 40 cents sharpener from home and office. they break when you havent even use it for an hour.

-.-!

woohoo mcfly!

2006-09-27T19:39:00.000+08:00

Mcfly's new single baby!

Whee! Oh Danny didn't straighten his hair and he still looks cute and Dougie is as cute as ever and he's hilarious in the vid.

" No Dougies were injured in this video "

=DDD

bah1ZZ

2006-09-22T21:45:00.000+08:00

I like to drill during DNT. LOL. Not to mention I was trembling like hell while smouldering the circuit board then the melted metal thingy went off to another metal donut.

Bah!

Oh and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IRAH! =D

O_O

2006-09-21T16:12:00.000+08:00

Yow! Is it just my eyes or do I see the skies foggy today?

Hm I'm like really heavy that if I keep sitting on the table in my living room to watch tv some more, I'm going to break the table.

HAHAHA

Oh and fasting month starts this Sunday and exams are really getting closer.

Mr Jim Teo thinks me and Amirah are sisters.

O_O

LOL.

ack

2006-09-20T18:53:00.000+08:00

Somebody notice me somebody notice
I'm fading away here
She wants to be me!

Gah. Allah please give me the strength to study for my stupid EOY exams or I'll fail it. T.T.

BOOO

2006-09-18T20:59:00.000+08:00

Bah! I studied for my history test the other day and it was worth it cause when I got it back I got 24/25. Wasted coulda gotten all correct T.T. But nvm! At least its above 20 keke. And I make sure I study for endoftheyear exams or I will knock my head. LOL.

Oooh and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAIKHA!

righttt

2006-09-17T17:21:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: December 4

You have an extraordinary character - moral, responsible, and disciplined.
Your sincerely and honesty shine through in almost every situation.
Driven and focused, you rarely let your emotions get the better of you.
You're level headed and rational. People count on your to look at things objectively.

Your strength: Your unwavering loyalty and ethics

Your weakness: Your rock solid stubbornness

Your power color: Navy blue

Your power symbol: Shield

Your power month: April

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

I'm so bored. And like my period won't come and like in a week it's the fasting month already. Grr very annoying LOL. And o2jam can really lag and get frustrating. Mm.... Oh, I want a caramel frap. Blanja me anyone? chey wah. LOL

:|

2006-09-12T19:07:00.000+08:00

You Should Rule Venus

Venus is a mysterious, stormy planet - shrouded in a thick layer of clouds.

You are perfect to rule Venus, because you are quite emotional and volatile yourself.
Your emotions change as rapidly as the weather on Venus, and both you and the planet are incomprehensible to others.

While you are not a logical thinker, you are quite empathetic.
You can care for and understand others, but your emotions swirl too quickly to truly understand yourself.

What Planet Should You Rule?

I feel sorta funny. As in a roller coaster of emotions. Or maybe PMS. o.O I still need history workbook so I won't have to worry about anything else. Blah I can't even understand whatI'm writing.

.zZz.

2006-09-11T16:41:00.000+08:00

This stinks.
Everything stinks.

Firstly in the morning, since I lost my history textbook and workbook and my geog textbook also, my father nagged at me for being careless, not wanting to study, and other sorta shit. In the first place I didn't mean to lose the books, please lah I don't even leave it under the table. And who said I didn't want to study? Did you see me studying for my tests and exams? No right cause you were in the other house! SO DONT ASSUME ANYTHING LAH!

And if I don't want to study also. Why do I even bother to wake up in the morning to go to school. Why do I even bother to do my homework. Sheesh. He just doesn't get it. All he cares is the other family. It's just not fair.

I mean at least other parents are like unfair to their children by abit. But mine is like .... I don't even know how to explain.

And so that's why I came to school with a stoned face, refusing to talk. zZz. And I can't seem to log on to my msn. I tried everything but, not working. I hate u people-that-made-windowslivemessenger. Man, I hate my life. Screw everything!

asdgsag

2006-09-10T12:16:00.000+08:00

I'm starting to get annoyed easily. Someone kill me.

booyah

2006-09-08T20:36:00.000+08:00

The smile when you tore me apart.
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they turn into real.
You broke a promise and made me realise.
It was all just a lie.

Angels by Within Temptation. =D. That song is like nice okay. Oh anyway band had marching. Very funny. Some more Mr Ng good mood. HOOOOOO.

QUIZZO!

2006-09-07T15:04:00.000+08:00

Khaleedah tagged mua to do this so alright! :D

1. Full name: Fadhilah bte Mohd Afif
2. Full name backwards: Fifa Dohm etb Halihdaf
3. Meaning of the name: I have absolutely no idea but I see a Fifa there! LOL.
4. Nickname: Ilah/Faddy
5. Screen name: Dreams we have as kids all fade away
6. D.O.B.: 04/12/93
7. Place of birth: Singapore
8. Nationality: Singaporean
9. Current location: my rooooooom
10. Star sign: Sagittarius
11. Religion: Islam
12. Shoe size: 6
13. Hair colour:brown o.o
14. Eye colour: black?brown dunno
15. Who do you think you look like: i have no idea =/
16. Innie or outtie: Innie
17. Lefty or righty: Righty
18. Gay, straight, bi or others: straight ah like duh LOL
19. Best friends: hmm lazy to list
20. Best friends you trust most: no idea
21. Favourite pals: lazy tolist
22. Best friends of opposite sex: dunno?
23. Best buddies: malas aku nak tulis
24. Boyfriend or girlfriend: hmm?
25. Crush: hmmmmmm?
26. Parents: my momma and poppa.
27. Worst enemy: none =D
28. Favourite online guy: he
29. Favourite online girl: she HAHAHA
30. Craziest friend: DARILYN!
31. Advise friend: Nicoletteeeee
32. Loudest friend: Shaikha!
33. Person you cry with: no one?
34. Any sister: married already
35. Any brother: dont have
36. Any pets: had hamsters and they died. had a cat and my mum let it go O.O
37. Any disease: noooppe
38. Pager: nope
39. Personal phone line: share share lah eh
40. Phone: yup!
41. Lava lamp: nooope
42. Pool or hot tub: POOL! =D
43. A car: im underage i have to grow first O.O
44. Your personality: im nice to people who are nice to me =)
45. Driving: nope. Too young.
46. Room: Boring.
47. Whatâ€™s missing? : I duno.
48. School: Eastspringgggg. Let's go springing in the east!
49. Bed: comfy?
50. Relationship with parents: no idea and i dont wanna know
51. Believe in yourself: uh huh
52. Believe in love at first sight: maybe(:
53. Good listener: I guess
54. Get along well with parents: when they're in a good mood yes LOL
55. Save email conversations: yeah but delete them soon though
56. Pray: obviously
57. Believe in reincarnation: nope
58. Make fun of people: if they're meann >=/
59. Like to talk on the phone: not reallyyy
60. Want to get married: everyone has to get married right? LOL
61. Like to drive: dunno
62. Motion sickness: whats that =/
63. Eat stem of broccoli: yah
64. Eat chicken with fork: ya i poke the chicken with the fork then i chew the chicken o.o
65. Dream in colour: ?
66. Type with your fingers in home role: ???
67. Sleep with stuffed animals: ya HAHAHAHA my snoopy
68. Next to you: my invisible ninja friend
69. On the walls of your room: peach walls?
70. On your mouse pad: i have no mousepad my mouse sticks to them. dont like
71. Dream car: dunno
72. Dream date: -coughs-
73. Dream honeymoon spot: no idea
74. Dream husband and wife: dunooooo
75. Bedtime: sch days = 10+ holidays = as late as i wanna sleep
76. Under your bed: i dont want to know. LOL.
77. Single most important question: must everyone be mean? =( LOL.
78. Bad time of the day: when things go wrong for me
79. Worst fear: hari kiamat =80. The weather is: sunny as always. well not really
81. Time:3.14pm
82. Date: 7th sep
83. Best trick did on someone: im a good girl
84. Theme song: I'll be okay! BY MCFLY =D
85. Hardest thing about growing up: dealing with every single damned thing in the way
86. Funniest experience: LOL. too much to describe.
87. Scariest experience: waking up at 3am to go to the loo in the dark? =(
88. Silliest thing youâ€™ve ever said: i forgot LOL.
89. Most desperate and funniest thing you have done to an opposite sex: o.o
90. Scariest thing when you are with your friends: duno.
91. Worst feeling: when im sick. :(
92. Best feeling in the world: happiness (:
93. AND NOW THE SABOTAGING BEGINS! CHOOSE EIGHT PEOPLE TO DO THE QUIZ:
1. Nicolette
2. Mirawr
3. Hazirah Adilah
4. Darilyn HAHAHAH! DO THIS ONE.
5. JOSEPHINEEEE
6. Jermin!
7. Azri LOL.
8. Alah whoever wants to do, do lah. LOL

And another quiz from Jermin.

Pick the month you were born:
January----- I kicked
February----- I loved
March----- I smoked
April----- I dry humped
May----- I choked on
June----- I murdered
July----- I did the Macarena with
August----- I had lunch with
September----- I danced with
October -----I sang to
November----- I yelled at
December----- I ran over

Pick the day (number) you were born on:
1------- a birdbath
2------- a monster
3------- a phone
4------- a fork
5------- a Mexican
6------- a gangster
7------- my cell phone
8------- my dog
9------- my best friends boyfriend
10------ my neighbor
11------- my science teacher
12------- a banana
13------- a fireman
14------- a stuffed animal
15------- a goat
16------- a pickle
17------- your mom
18------- a spoon
19------- myself
20------- a baseball bat
21------- a ninja
22----- a model
23------- a noodle
24------- a squirrel
25------- a football player
26-------my sister
27------- my brother
28------- an ipod
29------ a permanent marker
30------- a llama
31------- a homeless guy

Pick the color of shirt you are wearing:
White------because I'm cool like that.
Black-------because that's how I roll.
Pink--------because I'm NOT a homosexual
Red--------because the voices told me to do so
Blue-------because I'm sexy and I do whatever I want
Green-----because I hate myself.
Purple-----because I'm cool.
Gray-------because I was drunk.
Yellow-----because someone offered me1,000,000 dollars.
Orange----because I hate my family.
Brown-----because I was high.
Other------because I'm a ninja.
None-------because I can't control myself.

Now type out the sentence you made and pass it on!
I ran over a fork because I'm not homosexual

Pass it on: (no limits)
Khaleedah
Darilyn
Nicolette
Amirawr

FINALLY THE END. LOL.

o.o!

2006-09-06T19:08:00.000+08:00

I'm so sleeeeeeeepy. Oh I hope I won't be the only 2nd clarinet on Friday too or else I will really cabut ah LOL.

boos to ya

2006-09-01T10:44:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went back to Changkat. Nothing much cause we weren't allowed to see the dang concert.

Dang you Changkat. LOL. Went back with changkat people in my batch in eastspring except for Azri cause he wanted to go back to Yumin O.O and also with Fariha and Zahran.

Then went to Eastpoint first to get Hazirah's present and met her and Ratna in KFC then we crapped. Tasha came and she had big ears. LOL. When we all went to Changkat, everything was like short. The watercoolers were short, the stalls were short.

Man! I can't believe we were once that short too =').

Oh ya the concert in Eastspring was different. Cause there's people playing instruments lah, dance lah and more instruments. LOL. Oh oh and I like the dikir barat =D. Unlike last time in primary school, dancing all the way. O.O.

hoooooo

2006-08-30T19:26:00.000+08:00

And I don't know why
I just let it slip by
Me all the time
I just wish you'd of tried

Don't know why by Mcfly. Danny sang solo. =D. I love his voice and oh not to forget Dougie's voice too.

Anyway, I freaking got back my freaking results today and I freakin failed two subjects which are um, Maths and Lit.

Scored a 37 for Lit and 40 for Maths.

Man I'm stupid LOL.

58% overall for progress card. Gotta work hard for end of the year exams .

Today got drenched like kanasai LOL. It rained so heavily x_x. Lucky I didn't fall while running =D.

And now I'm cold and hungry T.T. Food anyone?